Hey all, it's nice to be back here.
I wanted to apologize for my absence and to explain it, in a way. I'm not here to give my life story. I just feel that I spend so much time saying, "I'll be back soon" or, "I'm posting tomorrow" and then don't. I love reading and reviewing - it's one of my passions in life. I love cooking and sharing my knowledge. This is why I have a blog - I love discussing and sharing opinions and knowledge on these two important subjects in my life - books and food.
My parents are getting divorced. I will be 27 years old next month and I feel like a child every time I think about it. Of course, like other divorces, the drama is intense and life is so much more complicated than that simple statement. But, I won't go into that here. My personality has changed. My endless supply of patience actually had an end to it. I feel bad because I'm always anxious and impatient and these people I've met here in New York don't know me, at all. They're just visitors in this shitty shitty part of my life. I'm hoping that one day I will get back to the old me, or even a Jannelle version 2.0 :)
I don't want to go into the drama of it all... all I can say is that I am a bit of damaged goods right now and I feel like it shows in almost everything I do. If you didn't know, I've been writing personally/writing novels/ writing gibberish for a while and I've had to stop. I just feel like it translates into my writing - Does that make sense?
Anyways, I don't want to keep going here. The whole point of this is that I am here, I am alive, and am just a bit sad. That's all.. I may post a review/recipe tomorrow or I may not. It's my every intention to do so. But I am still a perfectionist and I cannot post something I am not completely happy with. I hope to be back to normal, soon.
Sending you all lots of love and positive vibes.
Until next time -
-Jannelle
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